This work focuses on individual belonging, doubt and conviction, and robustness. From a physical point of view, I will look at my personal concepts and experiences. Explore how it is constructed, rehearsed, performed, based on the body and exercise, and proven by sensory and emotional means and strategies. I reflect on being already affiliated, not yet affiliated, or no longer affiliated. Can artistic practice and aesthetic experience be understood as a site of homogenization and recovery for static and identity politics? In addition, I try to collect the body from dance, choreography, performances, and writings and have an attitude to find sensational value in them.